PLEASE HELP ME!!! It's driving me insane!?

sounds to me you only want him because you can't have him. most girls have that one guy they can't have but will always want. but my advice is. get over it. go meet some friends. go to the movies. go do something to get your mind off of someone who doesn't even know you that well!!! okay so you think its more than a crush but its not. its not more than you just fantasizing about him. okay so he looks good? so what there's a lot of guys out there that look good. also, hes a PIG. he likes the attention of girls it sounds like. you are only going to ruin your mind and body if you keep trying to get with him/please him. you sound like you are very young. and there are soo many other guys out there in this world.! don't ruin/destroy yourself over a BOY! believe me not worth it!!